Maybe I’m not getting enough Vitamin D ... need to get my a55 back outside
I gotcha man. I'm right there with you. I was diagnosed Major Depression 20 years ago, did the typical merry go 'round of psych meds, SSRI's etc. For years I did a weekly rotation of oxy's, hydro, weed, etc. to combat the blues.. I'm not manic or bi-polar either, just the weight of personal problems, financial, relationships, you know.. Not gonna pour out my sad details here.
Holiday time sucks, right?

Starting with the weather.. I'm where it turns freezing in November. Dark and gloomy like 18 hours a day..
Vitamin D is an absolute must! Minimum 2000 mg daily but U might need 5000? I spread out my vitamin doses, day & night. And... yes.
Exercise !! Gotta hit the gym or take long walks. Tough in bad weather.
Kratom for me, makes depression just melt away.. No more stress. No more anxiety. Today I managed to get out & exercise in the morning. Big mid-day dose, feelin' fine and now, able to get some things done.. answer e-mails and then it's off for shopping before the horrible Rush Hour traffic hits. Take care! Merry Christmas even!
